The Coyote Suite poem cycle was original produced by CBC’s Alberta Anthology (1999) and broadcast on CBC Radio (Calgary, 2001).
Roadkill
Dry outline at the side
of the highway, you rest
lightly, as though exempt
from gravity, long bones
sudden in the blunt slant of evening
sun, cunning head inclined
as though listening, teeth
gleaming in death’s wanton
grin. The dry grass stirs
in the small wind.
Your coat is still
elegant but your eyes are empty, gone
as dreams. Dreamless, I study
your fearsome limbs. So sharp, so quick
night comes
Coyote’s Take on Tires
Don’t think I’m over because I’m run
over. I always was thin,
now I’m just thinner. This way
I don’t waste time
on shelter or prey, this way I’m free: Pure speed
and God’s deadly eye.
You think I’m done for, a hair
mask with eye-holes and fangs
honed by wind. The fact is
I can run anywhere, including
your moribund mind.
Now the pale hills
of your dreams will resound
with my calls and the calls
of my kind … I double-dog dare you
to turn
around.
Coyote Night
As often happens lately, you wake
with the moon’s cool weight
on your eyes. You open them
and find yourself
dressed in its shift
of light. What is there
to lose? You rise
and move past the shapes
of furniture and cushioned
dreamers, lead on by a song
of teeth and stars, by a dance
of glamorous hungers.
Freed of the grid
of others you are swifter and more
angular and beyond
houses, with their satisfied prayers
and pious driers, their upright
doors. By the time you’re slinking past the grain
elevators, you’re on all
fours, you can smell everything from the green
grocer’s garbage to the vicar’s miscarriage
of faith, all of which, at this dead
hour, is stuff you can run
with, maddened
runner that you are.
In the morning you wake with your hair
snarled and your clothes, which are no longer
familiar,
in tatters.
More and more often this occurs.
Myth: Coyotes Have no Conscience
You think you believe this
because of their yellow eyes
and stealthy ways, and because anyone
who sees one sees himself
as calories: Not pretty
but at least it satisfies.
Like all myths, however, this one, while
easy, is inaccurate. There’s a difference,
after all,
between no conscience
and no regrets.
Why Coyotes are Unpopular
The official line is that they steal, though
they have no concept
of the criminal. For them it all boils down
to chew and swallow, and in a pinch
they’ll settle for dead or even
vegetable. Mostly they want
to eat, and are not moral.
The real reason is they’re invisible,
a scribble of frost
or lust, and they’re twisted: they don’t care
if it’s cold or
their bed is hard, and
they’re never bored: after all, they own the moon
and they don’t need rings
to keep it, or deeds,
or even words.
In contrast to which, we channel-
surf and hoard. No wonder
we fear them: the fuckers are out there
and they’re not scared.
Myth: Coyotes will lure other animals to their death
In fact: coyotes could care
less. Here’s a question: Could it be
your own fears, those sorrowful secrets
and carefully concealed
desires that caused the rumors?
Maybe it’s the idea
that unnerves you: the thought
that that voice in the hills could be heard
and answered by your very cells;
you’re scared your careful life
would drown
in such a welcome … maybe it’s not them
but you
that’s the problem.
Ethics Coyote-Style
Coyotes are amoral as well
as omnivorous. How else
could they stay so healthy?
For them the good is what pleases,
which, like them,
covers a fair territory.
Things they’re pleased by: Chickens,
dark nights, not getting
caught, or
barely.
They prefer clear weather, each
other, and an atmosphere
of moderate hilarity.
How Coyotes are Like Poets
Or maybe it should be: How poets
are like coyotes, either way, there’s a hell
of a similarity.
Consider the coat,
which in both cases is gray
and fraying, perfect
for covert spying, and cut
from the best.
Then there’s the grin, which
could mean they’re listening,
or just considering
how you’re going
to taste.
Mostly though, it’s the tendency to thrive
on anything from pain
to what others would call
stolen, and like the proverb
says, being the ones to laugh
last.
Myth: Coyotes Kill for Fun
It depends
what you call fun. Staying alive,
for example, might
come under that heading, though
some may disagree.
It’s true that they kill
when hungry, which is mostly,
and which may or may not
be fun. In addition, coyotes know
what side their bread
is buttered on, and they’re masters
of jubilation.
(On the other hand you,
with your weight and your heavy
thoughts neither kill
nor are joyful. Which, in the end,
is more cruel?)
How Coyotes are Like Women
Can’t see it? The comparison lies in
the claws, and in the response
to meat.
In both cases the claws help them
navigate, as well as scare
others, the longer and meaner
the better, though women,
with their files and fake blood
painted on, take this further.
Like other creatures, these two
are intent on survival, and for both
this means catching whatever
is available, preferably
while it’s still
mobile. In this battle,
which is mortal, women
will pretend
to be friends, while coyotes
merely kill.
Myth: Coyotes will eat anything
This one presumes there’s something the matter
with scavengers. One thing about garbage,
it gives you a great sense of humor,
and these guys are laughing
all the way to the banquet
on yours.
Furthermore: Coyotes don’t bother
with bread-and-butter letters. Sneak
and slither, quick teeth
on a neck
and that’s dinner: saves hours.
And the best part? Nobody
bugs them about their manners.
Trickster
This one started out
normal, except
for one distinction. Unlike the others,
with their husbands and Easy-ovens full
of buns, she
was barren and therefore
had no choice but to pay
attention.
She became so attentive even rumors
passed through her, even the moon,
and anyone near her
smelled winter.
They say one night
she heard the wild dogs’ avid
verbs, and her eyes narrowed with cold
answers.
The last time she was seen,
she was pure
speed with an infrared
attitude, and moving
beyond words. Before
anyone could get closer, she snarled
and disappeared
How Coyotes are like You
Or you could say: the same as. In both cases
stringy comes to mind, sheer
willpower with knots
in it, not how you thought
you’d turn out, but
it gets you through.
Both of you can choke almost anything
back and still grow; the trick, for them
and for you, is not to look at the menu, even
though they can see in the dark, which
you now can, too.
Then there’s the shared grin, complete
with canines
and the accomplished coldyellow eyes
of hunger.
Once again you return to your single
lair as the short day flares
and is over. The grin
becomes wilder.
Metamorphosis
This is the way it will be: One day
you will walk out
as usual and down
the cold road with its ruts
and fucked sunsets, and you will not
come home.
Instead you will learn
to navigate
rain, you will understand the meanings
of green, and your hands, which were formerly
nouns, will turn back
into weapons.
There will be no more mirrors, and even
if there were, you would no longer recall
how to read one. Smell
and skill will be beautiful, and the best way to look
will be invisible.
You will be all appetite,
and not stoppable.
Wile E.
Coyote is nothing but a gap
in the landscape, which is itself
a gap, or what you hope
is one, a blip
in the curve: you are a city
person. To the city, certainly, you
will return, it’s all about
intention. In the meantime several prairie
grasses can be identified: satin
grass. Buffalo grass. Panic
grass. To name is to remember: I name, therefore I
am
walking the gone railway
line between Three Hills and Acme
at evening, you sense something calm and uncompromising
in the interstices between
grasses, something that came from that place before
names. You shiver. What name
do you give something that is both there and not
there? You were never meant
to be here, yet here
you are.
Now one eye isolates itself
from its green background and you want
to run but: don’t
run. Panic can become
chronic. Instead hold
your ground. Maintain eye
contact. Above all don’t respond
with fear. And consider
if you dare: It’s only after the same names
you are: food, shelter, power. More
than once lately
you’ve seen an equally alien eye
in the mirror.
Coyote Bones
A season later you’re still
there, though by now
you’ve thinned to a xylophone
ribs for the wind
to play on. Still grinning, you seem amused
by its alien tunes.
O Mr. Bones,
One of these nights I’ll look up
and there you’ll be, a riff
of light in the semi-
formal sky, a constellation worthy
of applause.
Anyone would envy that style
of yours, minimal and swift
as your elegant murders, a flash
of teeth and claws adding jazz
to the rhythm
of the stars.